On a diet again...

I never did let you all know how my last diet went. My goal was 55 pounds. That would have put me in the middle of my ideal weight range (as calculated be many websites...however accurate that may be). I lost 40lbs before Chinese New Year hit me. I've gained five back. I think one of the reasons I was able to lose last time was because I put it on this blog. I felt like people knew about it and it would be embarrassing to not be successful. So here I am again, letting you all know that I have started another diet again today and the dialogue of my frustrations will be recorded here until I can get past the denial stage again. Yesterday I had a huge anniversary dinner with my husband. My goal was to eat until I was sick and I was successful. It's frustrating to me now that I even feel hungry today because I definately ate enough calories yesterday for two days...